First beta is in

Finally got the call from my beta (hcg) draw yesterday.

Beta number was fine at 505.

Progesterone number was NOT fine at 15 (they want it around 30).

Going for my second blood draw today after E wakes up from his nap.

And starting the Goddamned progesterone suppositories again immediately, until 11-12 weeks.

Last pregnancy, I did them because an early ultrasound (6 weeks or so?) showed a ruptured luteal sac. So apparently, I have progesterone problems.

Very, very anxious, nervous and scared.

Should have second beta numbers tomorrow afternoon. I'll let you know.